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1. War Verse 1 Fake and fall Stop and stall Take it all back Cause I'm taking mine I'm taking mine Time is up Outta luck Shoulda stood up when you had the time But you’re out of time Let's do this! Fight! (4x) Lock and load Rock and Roll Bitch it’s all over you’re going down You’re going down! Let’s do this! Pre-Chorus Get ready to settle the score And get ready to face the floor Cause it's time to remember it all Chorus This is war! And it's on tonight So get up and fight Get up and fight You've had all your life To run and hide Now step up Now step up Let’s Do This! Verse 2 Second round Going down How about a little reaction man You can barely stand Bitch slap Slow attack Man that was practically suicide Next in line Here we go! Fight! (8x) Bridge Cause we're all about ready to break Yea we're all about ready to break Cause we're all about ready to break Yea we're all about ready to break 2. I Hate You Verse 1 Every time I end up breaking you You change into Something worth keeping Every time I'm close to saving you You grow into A sin worth believing You're everything I ever wanted but It's never enough You're never enough Pre-Chorusfont> I'll take whatever I can take Whenever I can take it If it ever comes Chorus I hate you when you're gone I hate you turn me on I hate the way I need you when I don't know where you are I love it even more When I find you on the floor I know you think you hate me But I will always hate you more Verse 2 I never knew until I got a taste What a waste For what I had been thru Cause nothing ever really makes that change I'm so ashamed Of what I did to you I had to let you in to feel that rush You were too much Way too much Bridge Round and round and..... Verse 3 I never knew until I got a taste I'm so ashamed Of what I did to you back to top>> 3. Rip Tide Verse 1 You all hate your children They're too fat to feed You're on medication Taking pills to sleep I think I'm doing just fine Compared to what you've been doing I won't get vaccinated Insurance costs too much You think you're so persuasive But it’s a cluster-fuck Saving my life It's not what you're doing Chorus I, I won't justify The way I live my life 'Cause I'm the one livin' it Feelin' it, tastin' it And you're just wasting your time Trying to throw me a line When you're the one drowning I like where I'm, at on my back Floating down in my own rip tide The water is fine Verse 2 I like to step on cracks I go against the odds You think my world is flat Do I turn you on? Maybe, yea I'm wrong But I like where I'm going I leave when others stay I never re-decide I don't mind if you wait But I don't waste my time Crazy is just fine 'Cause I like where I'm going Bridge I remember when it used to be easy I remember when it wasn't so hard I remember when it used to be easy I remember when, I remember when Chorus 3 I, I didn't have to justify The way I lived my life 'Cause I'm the one livin' it Feelin' it, tastin' it And you're just wasting your time Trying to throw me a line When you're the one drowning I like where I'm, at on my back Floating down in my own rip tide The water is fine back to top>> 4. You're Going Down Verse 1 Define your meaning of war To me it’s what we do when we’re bored I feel the heat comin’ off of the blacktop And it makes me want it more Because I’m hyped up out of control If it’s a fight, I’m ready to go I wouldn’t put my money on the other guy If you know what I know that I know Chorus It’s been a long time coming And the table’s turned around 'Cause one of us is going One of us is going down I’m not running, it’s a little different now 'Cause one of us is going One of us is going down Verse 2 Define your meaning of fun Is it fucking, drugging or guns I feel the heat comin’ off of the blacktop So get ready for another one Let’s take a trip down memory lane (Do you remember me?) The words circling in my brain (And what you did to me) You can treat this like another all the same But don’t cry like a bitch when you feel the pain Bridge This is hardly worth fighting for But it’s the little petty shit that I can’t ignore When my fist hits your face, and your face hits the floor It’ll be a long time coming Bet you got the message now 'Cause I was never going Yeah, you’re the one that’s going down back to top>> 5. Odd One Verse 1 Odd one, you're never alone I'm here and I will reflect you Both of us basically Unattached to anything or anyone unless we're pretending You live your life in your head Some call it imagination I'd rather focus instead on anything except What I'm feeling What I'm feeling Odd one.... Chorus Hey, it's gonna be okay Hey, we're gonna laugh at this one day Verse 2 Odd one, I wish I was you You're never concerned with acceptance We are all desperately seeking out, and fitting with anyone Who will accept us But not you, odd one Chorus - Breakdown Hey, It's gonna be okay Hey, gonna laugh at this one day Outro Don't let someone tell you you're no-one Don't let someone tell you you're no-one Odd one... back to top>> 6. So What I Lied Verse 1 The window's cracked, I'm looking out I see her and I'm filled with doubt I don't know if this parking place Is just another empty space Words I've said aren't coming true I don't know if it's me or you This promise is too hard to keep I have to speak Chorus So what, I lied But the truth would've been suicide Monogamy is all she wants from me But I see my life And it's way too short Don't blame me for not being subservient to others' needs I'm at the point where honesty just doesn't fucking work for me Verse 2 I did my best to try and be A mirror of society But we both know the mirror's cracked And everybody's in the act Faking what they cannot feel Hoping they can make it real Reality is killing me Verse 3 Erect a life I'll never see I'll stand back from the scenery And laugh at all the other guys Who never could escape in time Stuck like flies on sticky tongues Chewed up 'fore their life is done I'm not here to compromise or apologize Outro Life – is too fucking short It’s too fucking short It’s too fucking short back to top>> 7. Survive Verse 1 I've had too many days Where I'm ready to break There's gotta be more There's gotta be more So I ingest everything 'Cause I'm in it to win Nothing but time on my side Anywhere I choose 'Cause I wasn't built to lose And you think I'm gonna fall Face down on the floor Just because I'm Hi hi Pre-Chorus As for me I have to disagree Chorus Cause I'm one who will survive The ones you eat alive And nobody puts up a fight They die! They die! Rolling dollar bills And popping all these pills But I'll do what I wanna do 'Cause I wasn't built to lose Verse 2 You keep making the rounds You push me to the ground Making you feel bigger than real But I'm so fucking sick of your face I'm not running a race I'm running away I'm running away While everybody else Is happy on the shelf And I want it messily wrestling everything down Everything down Down, Down Pre-Chorus As for I, I'm way too fucking high Bridge There has gotta be more....... Outro Now break this fucking place, go! I'm so sick of your face I'm not running a race I'm running away I'm running away, away I'm so sick of your face I'm not running a race I'm running away I'm running away, away back to top>> 8.Should've Known Better Verse 1 You take me for a ride and I don't even know the setup Get into a fight just to make the sex better You got a hold of me but there ain't nothing here that's holding you down I believed in this except it wasn't getting better You got me in the middle but I never found the center Even when you know what I know it's not stopping you now Pre-Chorus I can't always see what's in front of me No I can hardly breathe suffocating me bleeding it out All over the ground Chorus Tell me when it's over Wake me when I'm sober The scars too hard to hide I should've known better If only I could be strong enough to see that it's over I wish I'd never met you Cause you were supposed to be coming back to me Where are you now? I should've known better Verse 2 I got a new plan but it ain't nothing but a mirror Of everything we had just before you became a winner The love the lie is nothing but a memory now Chorus Outro So wake me when I'm sober The scars too hard to hide I should've known better If only I could be strong enough to see that it's over I wish I'd never loved you Cause you were supposed to be coming back to me Where are you now? back to top>> 9. Maybe Verse 1 Maybe I'm a dreamer Maybe I'm misunderstood Maybe you're not seeing the side of me you should Maybe I'm crazy Maybe I'm the only one Maybe I'm just out of touch Maybe I've just had enough Chorus Maybe it's time to change And leave it all behind I've never been one to walk alone I've always been scared to try So why does it feel so wrong To reach for something more To wanna live a better life What am I waiting for? 'Cause nothing stays the same Maybe it's time to change Verse 2 Maybe it's hopeless Maybe I should just give up What if I can't trust myself What I just need some help back to top>> 10. Don't Walk Away Verse 1 I'm feeling so afraid 'Cause everything that I do lately Makes you angry I've never been so ashamed It really felt like you and me were Getting better Pre-Chorus I hope that you still want me I hope it's not too late Chorus Don't walk away And leave without a reason When there's too much to say That hasn't been said I know I was wrong and I'm sorry for making the same mistake Don't walk away Verse 2 Can you really throw away All the times that we've recovered One another I know I make it hard How long should I pay for being Unappealing Pre-Chorus I know you want to want me I see it in your eyes Bridge Wish I could take it back But you know I can't I hope one day you understand No this can't be the end This is the end I know I make it hard It felt like you and me were getting better back to top>> 11. Master of the Universe Verse 1 If you want to know how far to go to hell Just ask me If you want to see the view from your knees Come down and join me I'm the final straw The nail in the coffin Just by being who I am Is so Goddamned Chorus I'm not the master of the Universe I walk the Earth the wrong way Met my potential and fulfilled the worst My best is cursed the wrong way Verse 2 Your glass is half, his glass is full My glass is empty You're running short of not enough Well I got plenty I’ve come a long way I went the wrong way And who I am Is so goddamned Bridge And when I die I'm gonna fly and come and get you And when you try and run I'll be the curse above you It's gonna end It's gonna end Breakdown Outro In the race for disaster I will come in first That's what I've learned The hard way Outro I've come a long way I went the wrong way I've come a long way I went the wrong way I've come a long way I went the wrong way back to top>> 12. In it for Life Verse 1 There's a time when we try To begin what is ending If at first you don't succeed Then we just end up pretending If the dream isn't real Is the lie worth defending? Close your eyes, cover your ears Shut your mouth Pre-Chorus You can act naive But I know you're not stupid Chorus You'll wake up when I walk out Isn't that the way it plays? The leaver leaves, the stayer stays You wouldn't make a move, so I made mine Isn't it a pity? I wish you were really in it for life I wish that you were in it for life Verse 2 What you give is what you get And what you got's now next to nothing 'Cause the life that you've accepted Is the one that's least disruptive Are you aware of the fact That when I pull, there's no pulling back You have half the mind, half the heart Half the will Bridge Some people talk like they can't hear Some people walk but get nowhere And when I'm done with the run I'm going on I'm sure I'll be Your biggest regret You'll never forget Outro Yea you can run, but you can't hide Cause everything you're running from Is locked inside So let it the fuck out! back to top>> 13. White Balloons Verse 1 I'm holding onto white balloons Up against a sky of doom Tell me you see them 'Cause what's inside of me is invisible to most Even in clear view I'm sending out a signal to the possibility of you 'Cause right at this moment I know you're connected to a part of me that I don’t even know myself Chorus The changes in me Are likely to be like the weather Stormy and clear strength into fear bound together Verse 2 But I'll break my silence If I believed that you and me could ever be More than just what's been behind us I tried and left, they came and went I got rejected out again But no one believes me I've worn a hundred faces Of the character replacements and now And now nobody sees me Chorus 2 The changes in me Are likely to be like the weather Cloudy at best... Bridge Angels lift me Are you with me? I’m holding onto you like I'm holding onto white balloons Carry me away I hope that you don’t break Don't break back to top>> 1. All the same Verse 1 I don’t care where you come from As long as you come to me But I don’t like illusions I can’t see Them clearly I don’t care no I wouldn’t dare to fix the twist in you you’ve shown me eventually what you’ll do. I don’t mind I don’t care As long as you’re here Chorus Go ahead tell me you’ll leave again You’ll just come back running Holding your scarred heart in hand And I’ll take you for who you are If you take me for everything And do it all over again It’s all the same Verse 2 Hours slide and days go by Till you decide to come And in between it always seems too long For certain But I have the skill yea I have the will To breathe you in while I can How ever long you stay is all that I am I don’t mind I don’t care, As long as you’re here. Chorus Bridge Wrong or right Black or white If I close my eyes it’s all the same In my life the compromise I’ll close my eyes It’s all the same. 2. Anywhere But Here Verse 1 I held onto you for as long as I could but today You fell away Now all I hold are the memories we barely made I stood on the edge of your Bridge until I felt the rain Push me away My confusion left me as fast as the vertigo came Verse 2 What I believed to be true it was only a dream That lived in me I just projected it over your beautiful screen I self-medicated my way through this mess that we made So I could stay, There was nothing but I waited, I waited Chorus This was my mistake Broken are plans we made So I will be traveling anyplace Cause anywhere’s better than here Here we rest in piece Rubble beneath my feet I shouldn’t have followed you anywhere Now anywhere’s better than here Verse 3 Where is this space I can move, Where can I rest my head There’s nothing left for me here Its hard to leave behind The one thing that made me feel alive So I slide from paranoid to paralyzed back to top>> 3. Asshole Father I waited for you yesterday I waited and missed the last train I waited to say That I’d fallen in love with your way I waited for you yesterday Eventually walked home in the rain I waited to see if you felt the same for me But you don’t and you won’t Go against your asshole father Going broke quitting dope for your folks Why did I even bother? Why did I? I waited for minds to change Pointed their fingers of blame It’s not my fault you’re ashamed Of how you feel But you don’t and you won’t Go against your asshole father Going broke quitting dope for your folks Why did I even bother? Why did I? Cause you don’t just admit it Cause you wont just admit it Just admit it Just admit it I called you a whore And Broke down your door But you don’t even hate me And how can I heal When you wont even feel Why won’t you hate me? But you don’t and you won’t Go against your asshole father Going broke, quitting dope for your folks Why did I even bother? Why did I? But you don’t Cause you’re nothing but broke And you’re daddies little daughter Aren’t ya? Going broke, quitting dope for your folks Why did I even bother? Why did I? back to top>> 4. Cancer Verse 1 Tell me all your plans and I’ll laugh back in your face Preach me your religion if you’re dumb enough to pray I tried to make a change, to get a better way, to make a little more money I tried to get away to see if I could stay and look what I became honey Chorus What is it I’m after Searching for disaster watching my whole life flash in front of my eyes we’ve been given answers still we’re walking cancers dressed up as a life Verse 2 Get all your news from a corporate company trade in your opinion for a gallon of gasoline GO! I tried to get away to see if could stay and look what I became honey Bridge This life Is a waste of life this life is a fucking lie! back to top>> 5. Deliverance Waiting for another line Cause you throw them at me all the time Gotta get away from all her lies And I gotta get away from mine Chorus Tell me where to go When fate wont deliver Cause I can’t forgive her When I let her know This pain I’ve been living Will her next collision Be Me Bringing situations down her temper’s always on the rise I’m living what I’ve seen before Well, I wont take this anymore It’s time to hold this to the line Chorus Bridge: Cause her mental prison Is not my decision So I’m cutting my losses this time I ‘m no longer living through her tunnel vision Tell me where to go When fate wont deliver Cause I can’t forgive her When I let her know This pain I’ve been living Will her next collision Be Me Gotta get away from, Gotta get away Gotta get away this time back to top>> 6. Howard’s Tale Verse 1 Age 5, Just a little boy shy Is he ready for the big surprise? He’ll be playing lego in a dream when the shadows come to life. Age 9, And he should’ve been fine with a secret he’s sure to keep Two times had to tell a little lie for the sake of him and me Now its over I need closure Chorus Hey! Look what you did to me When you were taking me home, getting me stoned, leave me alone. I waited for mum to comfort me But when I opened my mouth "Don’t say nothing, SHH" Verse 2 Age 12 and it isn’t going well, now it’s 3 years to the day Confused, but unlike you this feeling won’t go away 16 and the woman down the street has invited him to come inside. The first time it didn’t feel right, it’ll be the last time he tries. Chorus Hey! Look what you did to me When you were taking me home, getting me stoned, leave me alone. I waited for mum to comfort me But when I opened my mouth Don’t say, "Nothing’s wrong" I won’t say nothing’s wrong I won’t say, I won’t say, I won’t say, I won’t say, I won’t say, I won’t say Verse 3 17, all he’s ever seen is living in between the lies. Its kind of funny how a mind can keep living in denial 18 is a very strange scene, he’s still playing with the past Expelled, maybe someone could’ve helped if someone had known to ask. Chorus Hey! Look what you did to me When you were taking me home, getting me stoned, leave me alone. I waited for mum to comfort me But when I opened my mouth "don’t say nothing, SHH" Verse 4 19 and he’s innocently parked right beside a school He stares at a boy sitting there and the boy stares at him too He walks over He needs closure back to top>> 7. Issues I wanna wake up I ‘ve been walking in my sleep to long wake up I’m so sick of dreaming I wanna slow down I wanna be part of what is happening around me Without breathing Without feeling Without screaming So I’m leaving Chorus I’m consciously unconscious Why am I filled with hate I like to blame my parents I’m sure you’d do the same Swallow the hurt Spit out the jerk that’s not afraid Verse 2 I turn the page To a chapter that they thought was just a phase But it consumed me Your’e right I am a failure and when my life turns to shit it won’t have anything to do with the fact that’s all you ever taught me how to do so you can relax! Without feeling Without breathing Now I’m Leaving Chorus I’m consciously unconscious Why am I filled with hate I like to blame my parents I’m sure you’d do the same Swallow the hurt Spit out the jerk that’s not afraid Turn the page Bridge I’ve been hiding, drowning, I’ve been yawning, starving I’ve been feeling nothing back to top>> 8. Pitiful Made the toast Burned the eggs Never got the hang of them Just another other day Caught the bus forgot the change looks like i’ll be late again hopefully they won’t complain My life’s so pitiful Gimme one good reason why I shouldn’t end it all If there’s a reason then I haven’t found it yet And I tried every drug I find Except maybe heroin and cyanide But there’s a reason I just can’t afford them yet Oh, it’s another overdose. Went to work Saw you there But you never seem to care For a single thing I say I set my clock and went to sleep This anxiety I keep Through another fucking day Looks like that’s all today, I’m Dying My life’s so pitiful, Pitiful, pitiful, pitiful, pitiful back to top>> 9. The Bottom Verse 1 If you wanna sink to the bottom with me Come get gotten, reeling and rotten beneath. One two three and down you go You’ll be smiling before you know If you wanna sink to the bottom, with me. Chorus We’re all rotten Buried and forgotten living it up under ground So take a ride HEY HEY HEY HEY You really can’t be looking so surprised If you can’t beat them, Might as well eat ‘em No-ones getting out alive Give it a try Hey, Hey, Hey, Hey It really is a wicked way to die Verse 2 Listen my friend to sound of a sweet melody Doesn’t it seem to resound like an old memory. Screaming and crying we’ll have none of that You had your chance now just sit and relax Don’t you wanna sink to the bottom with me? Chorus Bridge You’ll get used to it in a while Look at the way each of us smile You were living a fantasy This is exactly what you need Verse 3 If you wanna sink to the bottom with me You’re getting real gotten, writhing and rotting beneath 1,2,3 and there you go Feel that smile just start to grow If you wanna sink to the bottom It really is a wicked way, It really is a wicked way, It really is a wicked way to die Coda They’re all just so pathetic Its all psychosomatic The more they think the more we know So welcome home back to top>> 10. Too Many Words I’ve tried to balance these Lives that we are living You always feel justified But you never feel forgiving I woke up one morning to find myself wrapped in the things I swore I’d never touch And here I am again Tryin’ to save what’s left of you and I So why aren’t you satisfied? Chorus I reached out Fell short Now You’re hurt Too many words Breaking the silence I felt it, bled it, screamed it It only gets worse And it kills me what’s in me’s too angry for us to survive I used too many words tonight Verse 2 I tried to get it right, But I was just wasting my time Cause you never compromised, When it came to our lives We struggle and fall apart We build it back to stutter start The endless accusations I can’t believe we made it this far Chorus Bridge Waking alone tomorrow has got to be better than this. Chorus Too many words (repeat) back to top>> 11. My World Verse 1 I’m not coming back I’m not gonna react I’m not doing shit for you I’m not sitting around While you’re tearing it down around us I’m not living a lie While you swim in denial Cause your already dead and gone You’ll leave me out on the curb Just like everyone else before you Chorus Welcome to my world Where everyone I ever need Always ends up leaving me alone Another lesson burned And I’m drowning in the ashes Kicking Screaming Welcome to my world Verse 2 I don’t care what you think I’m not seeing a shrink I’m not doing this again I’m not another Student or a mother to take your shit out on So lets see what you got lets see what you’re not and whatever else you pretend you’ve defended my intentions long enough Bridge So here I am again In the middle of the end The choice I wish I’d made I always make too late. back to top>> 12. What Are You Looking For Verse 1 I walk the line of the disappointed I celebrate when I’m in pain My heart and mind can be disjointed I built a bed in this hole I’ve made I recognize that I am damaged I sympathize that you are too I wanna breathe without feeling so self-conscious But it’s hard when the world is staring at you Chorus Another piece of the puzzle that doesn’t fit You throw you arms up you’re so damn sick of it What are you working for? What are you searching for? Love You won’t be thinking of cars when You’re on your death bed and dying You’ll only be thinking of What are you paying for? What are you praying for? Love Verse 2 You join the line of the getting richer You keep your pace but it’s moving slow You are defined by all that You have hoarded But you’re surprised it doesn’t fill up the hole Chorus 2 Another piece of the puzzle that doesn’t fit You throw you arms up you’re so damn sick of it What are you coping for? What are you hoping for? Love You won’t be thinking of cars when You’re on your death bed and dying You’ll only be thinking of What are you paying for? What are you praying for? Love Bridge I’ll never be what I see in the TV screen I’ll just keep on dreaming of what I’m never gonna be I can’t think of a better way to waste my time than try. Chorus 3 Another piece of the puzzle that doesn’t fit You throw you arms up you’re so damn sick of it What are you hurting for? What are you searching for? Love You won’t be thinking of cars when You’re on your death bed and dying You’ll only be thinking of What are you paying for? What are you praying for? Love, love, love, love You won’t be thinking of cars when You’re on your death bed and dying You’ll only be thinking of What are you working for? What are you looking for? back to top>> |